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I struggle to be a good friend in my adult years


One of my favorite people in the world, my BFF since HS.

After I had my daughter, I had a hard time maintaining my friendships. It took me almost two years to realize I had let many friendships go over the past few years. I also realized I hadn’t always been a great friend to many of my girlfriends. I often flaked out on hanging out with them, choosing my husband or daughter over them.

While I recognize it is fine to be busy and place priority on my family, I could no longer use this as an excuse for the fact that my friendships were waning. What is more, I longed for “girl-time” more and more. I love my husband so much, but there are things we just don’t do together. Like watch chick flicks, eat chocolate and drink red wine, or talk in a roundabout way for a couple of hours. No, he won’t do that. And I don’t want him to. I like him the way he is- a man who loves quirky movies or movies with plenty of action. I love that he prefers red meat and whiskey to wine and chocolate.

Somewhere along the way friendships changed. They weren’t so easy to maintain as they had been before. I no longer lived with my closest buds or hung out with them several days a week. Some of us moved out of state, some got married, and a couple of us had kids. Friendships kept getting more and more fragmented.

I guess I had this illusion that friendships should be easy and communal… that I should focus much of my time and energy into the people I saw on a regular basis. I wondered why none of my friendships felt deep and meaningful. I wanted my friendships to look something like everyone on “Friends”. I would get envious of women that had a group that was tight knit. I wondered how they had that.

It wasn’t until I did much soul searching and talking with other women that I realized a few things about friendships. My mission this year is to be a better friend to those I have, and to be continually thankful for the friendships I do have. Friendships look very different, but they all have a few things in common. The truth is God has given my many wonderful women that I call friends. They are all in different stages in life and have busy lives. Some of them live out of state. A few of them are even closer friends; we know each other’s intimate selves and are there for each other during the biggest of life events.

Friendship doesn’t have to mean hanging out every weekend. The goal of a lifelong friend is to build one another up, be there in times of celebration and mourning, and to enjoy one another’s company. Seasons come and go, and this will always look different at times. I am learning to be content with the way my friendships look now and to not lose heart- but rather, press in.

Here are three things I am going to work on this year to be a better friend to those I have in my life:

It is quality not quantity that counts with friendships. 

One of the struggles I have is the desire for many good friends. The truth is, I already have a few people that are very dear to me. I struggle with contentment at times to invest in the relationships I already have. It is messy to persevere on with friends who can potentially hurt me or tell me the truth, but it is so much more rewarding to watch a friendship grow. Friendships take time, trust is built slowly, and love grows in both marriages and friendships. I desire to be more intentional with the friends I already have to take time to be there for them during the good and bad times in their lives. If my social schedule is too busy, I will miss important moments to be there for them or worse, forget to call them altogether.

Honest friends make good friends. 

I have burned many friendships by not being vulnerable and honest. I have also hurt relationships by not trusting people enough to share my darkest moments with them. Much of this problem came from my past. When a friend would try to help me or correct me, I would simply bail out of the relationship or put lots of distance between us. Fear of rejection and judgement clouded my ability to allow a friend to speak truth and love into my life many times. This unwise and unhealthy pattern broke several friendships during high school, college, and my young adult years.

I used to mourn these relationships (and sometimes still do), but as I have grown I am learning to confide in my friends when I need an ear. I am trying to be less prideful and more vulnerable, and to sit and listen to wisdom and rebuke from those that love me. This is such a vital part of friendship. Learning how to carry one another’s burdens and offer warnings to one another is a precious treasure found  in loving and mature friendships. I have learned the hard way, but fortunately I have been forgiven and still have the joy of being friends with many friends I let down.

I have learned to tell friends the honest truth instead of sugar coat things for them out of fear of hurting feelings. I have hurt feelings much deeper by not telling the good, hard truth. The next time a friend asks me if I like the guy she is dating (and I can’t stand him), I will be honest. Better early than at the alter, or after a divorce. One more thing- always be honest if a friend asks if an outfit is flattering. I earnestly ask my friends for advice on clothing and always hope they are being honest!

Friendship endures the celebrations of life as well as the struggles of life.  

Friendship should see through the hard times in life. Friendship should be able to have ups and downs. If all a friendship is good for is going out and having fun, there is no real depth that will last. I have been the queen of shallow friendships at times in my life, and I am not friends with any of the people that I only had fun with anymore.

One of the problems I have had is I avoid conflict with other women. I hate it. More than anything. I see conflict coming and I run the other direction. Well, the problem with my response is it is a surefire way to kill a relationship. My running screams to my friends, “I don’t care, you are not worth my time, leave me alone, and I don’t trust you enough to be real with you!”.

My sister, whom I consider my closest lifelong friend, has really helped me heal in this area. We can get into it one moment, and forgive one another that same day. Yes, sometimes many tears must be shed to work through our arguments, but I continually get to know my sis more and more and always feel grateful for our “thick skinned” friendship afterward.

We should be able to watch one another make mistakes, speak love and truth into each others lives, and continually run toward one another instead of away during dark moments.

Share with me your ideas for making healthy friendships thrive!

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  • Reply Mallory Hermann

    I feel like maintaining my friendships would be in my top 5 struggles.

    February 9, 2015 at 5:16 pm
    • Reply Tiffany Cutcliff

      Really? It is amazing it becomes more and more difficult to do. Thanks for your comment.

      February 10, 2015 at 6:59 am
      • Reply Mallory Hermann

        I bookmarked your post because you have some excellent points! Thank you

        February 10, 2015 at 10:27 am
  • Reply Mae

    Friendships are the hardest thing for me. And it sucks, it’s such a struggle. I too have made a pact to be more of a friend this year and put out the effort…but I haven’t yet.

    February 9, 2015 at 5:40 pm
    • Reply Tiffany Cutcliff

      Thanks for sharing. I really appreciate that. It is good to know I am not alone. You will get there. I think one of the first steps is sometimes just realizing the desire is there!

      February 10, 2015 at 7:00 am
  • Reply Samantha Angell

    I saved this post to come back to later. I completely agree with you that friendships can be difficult to maintain, especially as the relationships changed. Now that I have moved abroad and lived here for several years, it is becoming more and more difficult to maintain friendships, even when I am home several times a year. Thanks for sharing!

    February 10, 2015 at 2:26 am
    • Reply Tiffany Cutcliff

      Oh thanks so much! I bet it is so difficult moving abroad. I moved out of state and find it is a challenge- financially and even just finding quality time with those I love.

      February 10, 2015 at 7:01 am
  • Reply amber mccain

    Making & maintaining friendships is such a challenging thing for me! I don’t like a lot of people and I like to be a homebody! I struggle to hang out with my now friends even though I know if I want to keep them, I need to be social with them.
    It doesn’t help for me that we move around so often (military) that I know they won’t really be forever friends. As much as we’d like to say we’ll stay friends, we always all drift apart. It’s just part of life, but yes! Friendships are hard!!

    February 10, 2015 at 6:11 am
    • Reply Tiffany Cutcliff

      Haha- that is so funny. My husband says the same thing all the time. Moving around def takes a toll on friendships.

      February 10, 2015 at 7:02 am
  • Reply Eugenia

    I agree with this! Having friends as an adult is so much harder! Its hard to keep touch when all my good friends are in different states, have kids, and with me traveling for work.

    February 10, 2015 at 6:45 am
    • Reply Tiffany Cutcliff

      Thanks for your comment Eugenia, I agree. 🙂

      February 10, 2015 at 7:02 am
  • Reply balancingemma

    I sent this to my two best friends. I love the honesty that you bring and the tips. It makes me feel good to know that I have such wonderful friends and also gives me ideas on how to be a better friend! It is absolutely hard to have friends as an adult. Everyone is busy, making time for people is so different now that we don’t have all the time in the world! I too crave the wonderful three hour round-about conversations and the wine 🙂

    February 10, 2015 at 9:16 am
  • Reply Chelsea

    I have three really good friends. I have very honest friendships with all of them and I think that is what has kept our friendships going strong for so long!

    February 10, 2015 at 2:31 pm
  • Reply Phyrra

    I have the largest friend circle that I’ve ever had in my life currently. I think a lot of it is making time to see people once a week or every other week. Making sure that I’m communicating with people – even if it’s just via text messages, instant messenger or email. This past week was a REALLY busy one for me – Thursday I saw people, Friday i had dinner plans with one set of friends then plans with a different friend after that, Saturday I had plans and Sunday I had plans, all with different people. That’s busier than I normally am but it was good.

    February 10, 2015 at 3:39 pm
  • Reply Courtney Pies

    I think it’s definitely hard to be a good friend when you have a family to take care. I know it’s something I struggle with.

    February 10, 2015 at 3:47 pm
  • Reply Lisa

    I had a similar experience to you – my daughter is 7 months old and I looked around and realized that quite a few of my female friendships aren’t as strong as they used to be, not because I didn’t mean to be a good friend, but because in this time of transition I just don’t have as much time to devote to friends! I’m really trying to be more intentional now, but it’s still difficult – even though I consider myself to be a social person by nature!

    February 10, 2015 at 4:20 pm
  • Reply mena & taty

    The true relationships for me are those where you can stop talking to each other for a long time and just continue right where you were when you reconnec

    February 10, 2015 at 4:32 pm
  • Reply Brooke @ Blushing Noir

    It’s true you make your best friends in high school. A lot of friends I’ve made after ditched me when I got married and even more ditched me when I had kids. Priorities change and you just can’t go out 5 out of 7 nights and some people are offended by that. Sometimes even going out once a month is hard when you have a newborn. A good friend makes time and understands all (on both sides). A few of those friends came back around after they got married and had kids, but it’s never the same. I call those old friends “drinking buddies” lol ah youth.

    February 10, 2015 at 6:27 pm
  • Reply loveforlacquer

    I was burned so many times last year by girls I thought I was extremely close with. Like Brooke said, priorities change when you have kids & get married!

    February 10, 2015 at 7:59 pm
  • Reply Justina

    I totally relate to this. I am having a hard time maintaining friendships in my old age (28) haha. It doesn’t help that we don’t live in my hometown anymore, so I have to make new friends AND make time to keep them.

    February 10, 2015 at 8:16 pm
  • Reply Sarah Halstead

    I struggle with this too!! I could have written it.

    February 10, 2015 at 8:18 pm
  • Reply Kendra Darr

    Some of my best friends are from kindergarten! It is definitely harder to keep up with our gatherings as life gets busier.

    February 10, 2015 at 10:27 pm
  • Reply Ashley

    This is definitely something I struggle with as well. After becoming self-employed, I felt like my friendships ceased to exist. Now that I even moved away, it seems like it’s mission impossible to find friends and make enough time to keep them but I need to change that!

    February 11, 2015 at 5:35 am
  • Reply Alessandra Ferguson

    This is really good girl. So ironic as I was just working on a post about the way friendships change in this season of motherhood. It is so hard to keep up with friendships when you have little kids running around. But it’s SO important too. Like you said, your husband can’t do for you what a good girlfriend can!

    February 11, 2015 at 3:04 pm
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  • Reply Michelle

    Friendships do change, some are here for a season, others a lifetime. Great read!

    February 17, 2015 at 8:10 am
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